Its really hard for me when i lose someone, but this morning my girlfriend who is a member on here informed me that her sister who was a member on here as well passed away this morning, Kim will be missed (she was my girlfriend at one time) but me and sara are together now and i will take care of her and her daughters and i know kim will be watching over us

so all i have been on and off here lately been pretty constant with being on, well i have a new cell number is 407 394 8622 call me or text, i am going to start travelling again soon

Here is the Offical and First Music Video by Jeffree Star Get Away With Murder off the album Beauty Killer

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=102386069

The mechanismes of fear within the human psyche.

One need not be a chamber to be haunted. One need not be a house. The brain has corridors surpassing material place.

Darkness is individualistic.

Goths are observers of life and tend to be quite introspective.

Darkness is universial, shadows cannot be trapped

So i decided to do something new with my hair i found some extentions for my hair so i currently have neon pink and turgoise extensions in i hope to have pics up soon for all to see what you think

Hey all First off Happy New Year, well my end of 2009 and beginning of 2010 is not going so good to start with I lost my job because i broke a rule. I am currnetly in a homeless shelter, i will be going to visit a friend in a few weeks and from there i dont know where i will be at so i dont know how much access i will have maybe this is there year i disappear or this is the year everything turns around for me.

Hello friends and clown family well tonight is going to be my last night online i dont know when i will have internet access again. I am doing a rent to own on my laptop and due to the fact that my boss did not pay me this past week i have to give up my laptop. Apparently i ordered 169 dollars worth of movies on my cable box which has not been hooked up in over 2 months so since it was billed to my box she kept my paycheck. but also Jan 25th i will be goig home to florida for a week and all to get my tattoos finished. I will miss you all since i wont be able to get online but if you wish to reach me my number is 269 962 3628 just ask for scott i am normally always here.

so people i am still in battle creek michigan with a good job and i am enjoying but i have had alot of people wanting to see my artwork so check out my wiki fear the reapers art

Well Dear Friends,
I am currently in Battle Creek Michigan. The reason i am leaving this message is because on Monday (labor day) i will be leaving from battle creek and walking to Fort wayne indiana. I just want you to all keep me in your thoughts and hope that i make it safely.

Well Dear Friends,
I am currently in Battle Creek Michigan. The reason i am leaving this message is because on Monday (labor day) i will be leaving from battle creek and walking to Fort wayne indiana. I just want you to all keep me in your thoughts and hope that i make it safely.

Well I guess its time I actually put something in here again. Things are alot different in my life now I dont plan on disappearing anymore. I have come to a point in my life were I have realized that I just need to settle down there is nowhere out there for me that will make me feel like I belong. But I have made some changes in my life like in just a few weeks I will be starting college unless i have to push back my start date. I have a really a good job that provides me with a place to live i dont have to pay rent or utilities and they gave me alot of responsiblity. But really I guess what i wanted to right about is man relationships are getting tricky it seems like i get into them and they shortly in to them i hear that i make better friend than a do a boyfriend 

Suffa"

Yep
Don't bother me!

I'm indestructable

Yeah another Vendetta
No I wont stop
I take em down a level
One by one
Imma come down
I never
Let em up
To play this song
I live this song
So put em up
Im a dog
Im a playa
Yeah know what i mean
Im no chump
Im a hustla
I got mouths to feed
Imma born american
A natural born killer
Now Imma rude boy
Son im a predator

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I wanna see you suffa

Never lay down
Never say die
Never tap out

I wanna see you suffa

You might win some
But you just lost one
Im the champion

I wanna see you suffa

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I talk back then let em have it

The sun is getting higher
Your on your own
Im moving back to Zion
Im going home
And when my job is done
I'll find my place in the sun
And never look back
Inside my Babylon

They keep playing with me
Like every single day
Oh yeah but i got something
to put these haters in their place
Imma born american
A natural born killer
Yeah imma rude boy
Son im a predator

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I wanna see you suffa

Never lay down
Never say die
Never tap out

I wanna see you suffa

You might win some
But you just lost one
Im the champion

I wanna see you suffa

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I talk back then let em have it

I wanna see you suffa
I wanna see you suffa

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I wanna see you suffa

Never lay down
Never say die
Never tap out

I wanna see you suffa

You might win some
But you just lost one
Im the champion
I wanna see you suffa

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I talk back then let em have it

Dont fuck with me
Dont fuck with me

Talk back then let em have it
I talk back then let em have it
I talk back then let em have it

Raise Hell"

If you think it's too loud
Bitch - get the fuck out
If you wanna slow down
Bitch - get the fuck out
If your ass ain't with me
Get the fuck out...

We raise hell bitch
We don't give a fuck
All you pussy motherfuckers shut the fuck up

I knock yo hed back
I let that shit bang
I make your heart jump
Like you was on cocaine

Stop actin like a bitch
Why you acting like a bitch
Let a bitch suck a dick
and get the fuck in the pit

If you think it's too loud...

It's another homicide
So let my shit play
I chop your hed off
Like my name was Ojay

Stop actin like a bitch....

I don't care about shit!!!

hey if anyone is 18 or older and wants a really cool travel job leave me a message

Everything is monotone like my dead fucking eyes and I'll say "I'm the only Miss America. I'm what your mother was supposed to be. I'm perfect."

"I want out of the labels. I don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. A spinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined.

"The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.

Sure, everybody wants to play God, but for me it's a full-time job.

What you don't understand, you can make mean anything."

These are all real quotes by the sexy and gorgeous Jefferee Star

Hey all i have a new job and i will be disappearing from elftown again for awhile so all that wish to stay in contact with me please message me and leave me a number to call you at to tell you about all my advenutres im about to have. I will miss you all. i will be leaving no later than sunday night so it gives you a few days to leave me a message

The lyrics down below are by a band called System Overload you should look them up on myspace. The song is called Disease it describes how i feel from the past and all

You've broken every bridge that led to me/ Your lies hurt more than possibilities/ Loneliness is ugliness/ Happiness is all worth it

There's nothing left to do/ There's nothing left to say/ The feelings we that we had/Disappeared one day/ I thought you were the one/ The only one for me / I thought you were so perfect /You were my disease


You flow beneath the skin, Inside every vain/I'm the addict, You're my cocaine/But why should I expect so much/You're just a drug, I can't get rid of

Chorus


I'm falling/ Falling down/ I'm falling away

Chorus

I'm falling/ Falling Down (There's nothing left to do, There's nothing left to say)/ I'm falling away

"I Do This!"

Violent J
What you need someone to stove for you? something to hold for you? need someone that you
can blame shit on? someone you can quit on? you need a job or gun or somethin?
trying to find some yay-yay-yo? you looking for some dirty work and on your way to go? you
need a gun or something, ooh you looking for a titty bar? you just trying to hang with
someone whos uglier than you are?
(shit) well i'm your motherfucker i'm that motherfucking motherfucking scrubby times let
me be your scrubby brother...

Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope
Cause i do this all the time (the weight of my life) x3ntaro

Shaggy 2 dope
What you looking for now when broke and you toke? i know you ain't already out, fuck all
that edge you smoked, you a clucker and i'm your fucking clicking brother, i know you
fucked that hooker, you couldn't tell no other, i'm always fucking hookers, call me when
your feeling wicked, and wicked chill out in the gutters get dirty and kick it, Cause i'm
your motherfucker, i'm that motherfucking motherfucking scrubby times let me be your
scrubby brother

Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope
Cause i do this all the time (the weight of my life)
weight of my life x42

Violent J
You need a fucking hitman who the shit with a quick plan? a shoulder to cry on, get high
or die on maybe? your trying to dissapear to the cd side of the city for an hour, or night
or forever player, just hit me, you need somebody's ass kick need to kick someone after,
you want me to the risk of doing time so that you don't haveta? well thats me motherfucker
i'm that motherfucker its scrubby times let me be your scrubby brother

Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope
Cause i do this all the time (the weight of my life)
weight of my life x42
When you try to hide a dead body
Clown love, hit me up, clown love, hit me up
if you try to smuggle china white
Clown love, hit me up, clown love, hit me up
If you try to buy a tank gun
Clown love, hit me up, clown love, hit me up
if your breaking someone out of prizon
Clown love, hit me up, clown love, hit me up!!!

I do this all the time
Weight of my life x42
do this all the time..
weight of my life (all the time)
weight of my life (all the time)
weight of my life.... I do this all the time.

From Zero's

Fleeting Glimpse lyrics

The bigger you get
The harder you fall
Bringing you closer to my needs
We both understand
What's happened so far
Well my vindication tells me

To hold on to this long and winding road
Hold on to the one you are

The closer you get
The farther you fall
Bringing you backwards every time
I don't understand
But this time I'll try
If my reservations tells me

To hold on to this long and winding road
Hold on to the one you are
Just hold out for one more day
But watch out 'cause you might regret it
There's so much more to who you are

I'm placing all my trust in you
This is for the real deal now

Beginning the end
The hardest of all
It happens to everyone some time
So count your regrets
It's coming to call
And I'm on my way to get mine

From Zero's

Free Without A Struggle lyrics

40 days, a simple waste of time
Count the days when we can be
together once again
I'm far away but you are in my head
You are all I think about you have all my time
You and I should be together
but I will be the one denied simple life
So we say goodbye, so long I'll see you again

Close your eyes and go to sleep
And dream about the days we'll be together again
Sacrifice so we can be free without a struggle

Looking back again, there's fortune in the wind
Some will say that I'm insane but I do it all for you
Contemplate this game, a simple life for fame
You are all I dream about you are on my mind
You and I should be together
but I will be the one denied simple life
So we say goodbye, so long I'll see you again

Close your eyes and go to sleep
And dream about the days we'll be together again
Sacrifice so we can be free
from all the struggles that are coming our way
Close your eyes and go to sleep
And dream about the days we'll be together again
Sacrifice so we can be free without a struggle

Just want you to know that I'm empty inside
and I miss you like crazy
How long will you go, oh I don't really know
but I'll try to get home
Just please come back home,
the struggle is holding me back

this was accidently deleted

HOW DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU? (This was written for me from someone very special in my life and she knows who she is)

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
I just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life


How did I fall, in love, with you?