[Fear the Reaper]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2011-01-22
Written: (5031 days ago)

Hey everyone,
Its about time that i make a new one of these. Well its was rough for a while for me but things are better. I am in a stable living enviorment and i have my business slowly started. so please check out the link in my mood. It is my website. I am making tshirts and other items available for sale. most of the art on the shirts is my artwork. I only have a few things posted but i am working on it. again the site is www.dysasterpunk.gigabitprint.com

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Written about Thursday 2010-09-16
Written: (5159 days ago)

Alright everyone that i am friends with first off I am Scott Rogers and I am Second. So i have made some major changes in my life lately, i have given it all completly to God first and others first then myself. Well my church is expanding and we are trying to raise money we are doing project 54:2 if you want to know more read isaiah 54:2 well i have to help raise the money and if anyone can help by donating money please let me know and i will tell you how to get it to me. God Bless and i love you all, i know that in my past i have done hurtful things and people can change so i hope you can all forgive me if i have ever hurt you

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Written about Tuesday 2010-06-29
Written: (5238 days ago)

Dj Clay Kept Grindin Lyrics

Lyrics to Kept Grindin :
We kept hustlin
We kept grindin

[Violent J]
The overwhelming workload that it takes
The shakin' off snakes
The pains and the aches
Wrong moves and mistakes
They disrupt, corrupt and distract you from your mission
And all those who let go and spend their lives wishin and missin
I couldn't listen in school, I felt I had a different callin
But all everybody did was roll their eyes and start yawnin
But this is real life and only you is livin through your eyes
There are dreamers, those who want it
And us, who won't be denied
Its a struggle every day, success is far from fuckin free
Unless you plucked it from a tree, with J and ICP
Shaggy 2 Dope and Violent J Refuse to Lose!
Livin' proof do what you got and you can do what you choose

[Shaggy 2 dope]
Hate to sit back on this track like a little bitch and remininsce <<<<
But instead I'll kick a little history all about the hatchet
By this time in the game, most motherfuckers fell apart
In these years we still shinin and we now just gettin our start
Inner City Posse jumped on the scene and we was mad crewed up
In the end when shit got rough it was just the two of us
When you was in the club gettin ya grind and ya sip on
We was in the parkin lot gettin our flyers on
Did my first show when I was sixteen
It's still part of my scheme
J holdin out a drive-thru window at Burger King to support our dreams
It seemed like yesterday, the world wasn't ready for two clown freaks
But we kept grindin
Now who on whose dick, lil Bitch shit

We kept hustlin
We kept grindin

[Monoxide Child]
I woke up in the morning with my head on backwords
Went from street livin to an underground master
Went from sellin baggies in allies to sellin from here to Cali
And rollin with the Psychopathic family
I started up with Krazees hooked up with Violent J
The rest is still bein written like a biography
Don't think you know my story, cause there's too much to tell
Just know that I've been underground and I've been doin well
Since the days of makin tapes in the basement
We came a long way, I'd like to see you do the same shit
Monoxide, and I'm Twiztid with a Z
Carnival representin' til I D-I-E

[madrox]
We met ICP way back, touring once or twice
They was real cool, Felt like we known 'em all our life
They said You ever wanna side with them
We was like hell yeah we down the ground with friends
They put us out, this was way before the family era
When we toured for three years with a t-shirt
Gettin mixed response from the bleachers and show-goers
Prepared for rock-throwers and flame-throwers we stayed focused
In '98 we dropped our first LP
Psychopathic presentin' Twiztid Mostasteless the CD
Go out and get it bitch, shit is cold as ice
So dope that we released it twice
And we still here

We kept hustlin
We kept grindin

[Blaze Ya Dead Homie]
It started as a guest, I moved later to a real spot
Worked behind the scenes before I really got a shot
In the studio, twistin still need to prove something
My skills got me the deal off the CD you know it's dope
But it was on now in '99, the first GOTJ
Ya Dead Homie Blaze and ABK rippin the stage
The first time I ever got to grind in the sunshine
Six minutes shorter the EP's full play time
Still confusin some, give love for One Less G
That's when we moved to the streets and people started hearin me
From Colton Grundy to Clockwork Grey my skills increased
Don't believe me? Pick up my next CD

[Anybody killa]
I keep it grindin like an old set of car brakes
Started off with a duel player and casette tapes
By '95 my life was frustrated so I developed my mentals and let the funk recreate it
And then I hit the stage with my homie Blaze thuggin for life
City to city tours under the light
Straight outta Detroit grindin Warrior baby
I ain't never gonna stop, my heat's never on safety
This is Psychopathic bitch boy and we so sweet
What you know about the label runnin under the streets?
This be Anybody Killa homie, like me or not
Over a hundred thousand sold bitch with one bout to drop
For real

We kept hustlin
We kept grindin

[Bonez Dubb]
Mothafuckas don't trip I'm one of the youngest homies on the
And keepin it grindin with a
And on my way to the fuckin top
Because we underneath the surface be prepared to be real hurt bitch
We came from the gutter and now i'm fuckin your mother and workin it
I know I'm only 24 up in this hoe but check it yo
I was smokin it before some of y'all was even startin to grow
Some of y'all don't even know
So many shows by eighteen
And by my twenty-first I was on the national scene
And see, been given an oppurtunity to speak my words and yo
Be keepin it wicked and run with the hatchet for sho so slow your roll
My name is Bonez and this be O-T
We murderin fucks til the sun comes up that's why they call us A.M.B

[Otis]
Hey homie I hope you listen to my rappin
Cause rappin is all I have it's all that every fuckin mattered
Your heart can get shattered your pockets can get fatter
Just grind like me and mine and you'll shine like my family
In the beginning my mission was to make it to the hatchet
Then I did it and started laughin I grinded and look what happened
My mind is not on this planet, cause y'all thought that we vanished
But God's Hand got my back, and the game still gets me fuckin mad
I start poppin off at the mouth when somethin bothers me
You mothafuckers better give it up for R.O.C
You mothafuckers better give it up for A.M.B
DJ Clay mixtapes, gettin paid and makin haters bleed

We kept hustlin
We kept grindin

[BOONDOX]
All the blood and the tears I spent on over the years
And all the time on the grind I conquered most of my fears
Not knowin would I make it and was it worth the sacrifice
Skippin meals and skippin bills i hoped that it was worth the price
Of the love of my kids and would they hate me in the end
For all the time I didn't spend i knew i'd have to make amends
So kept the mike in one hand the other gripped on my glock
Kept one eye on the prize the other fixed up on the clock
It was a hustler in my heart who let me know i wouldn't fail
Would I end up on the stage or would I end up in a cell
Then one Monday afternoon I got that call from Psychopathic
Put the pistol in the drawer and now I'm runnin with the hatchet [Woo Woo!]

We kept hustlin
We kept grindin

[DJ Clay]
I was sixteen young and was never put on
But was put down strong and when Big Rude gave me a call
Sayin that the wicked clowns had a party called Big Ballas
And if I want to come spin and make a couple dollars
St. Andrew's Hall [Yeah!] Remember it all [Yeah!]
When I went into this game who knew I would last this long
Then when '06 came around you can Fuck the Fuck Off
It was me and Shaggy 2 Dope I was on my first tour
And little did I know it was the first of many more
Now I'm pushin out mixtapes for the juggalos
And the love I get from them keeps me higher than some dro
That's why I'm standin here, arms crossed just to let you know how we

We kept hustlin
We kept grindin

And the Video Link
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=104017317&amp;searchid=0df67b4d-492e-44cf-9fb2-8c43dc0399c5

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Written about Tuesday 2010-06-29
Written: (5238 days ago)

Boondox We All Fall Lyrics

Boondox - We All Fall
Track 7 - South of Hell (May 11, 2010)
Transcribed by soldiers.of.filth@gmail.com



Chorus (x2)
-
See the leaves falling to the ground
See them falling all around
On the cemetary mound
-


Teardrops on my notepad
Dope sick feels so bad
Everything seems so fucked up
I'm about to go mad

My life tried to live right
This night hope will end right
Hell's doors open wide
Inside here's your invite

One breath should I use it?
Life/Death should I choose it?
Legacy, life of me
Hear my voice in this music

Phone calls to a few peeps
No promises to keep
Close my eyes kiss the sky
And Then just go to sleep

So long tried to hold on
So long tried to stay strong
Everything that I know and grow
Now seems long gone

No more hearing "I should try"
No more wishing I would die
Close my eyes, let it go
And leave you with "Goodbye"



Chrous (x2)
-
See the leaves falling to the ground
See them falling all around
On the cemetary mound

Everybodies gonna die some day (x2)
-


One love to all those
That got me through the lows
And stood by my side
And they came out to my shows

And gave me a reason
To pick up this hatchet
And run with the family
Scream Psychopathic

I wanna thank you for the time spent
You don't know how much it really meant
To have a family show love to a scrub
Who came up from shit

I hope you know that I give all
You show me how to always stand tall
Brought me from the grip of death
So know that I love yall



Chorus (x4)
-
See the leaves falling to the ground
See them falling all around
On the cemetary mound

Everybodies gonna die some day (x2)
-



See the leaves falling to the ground
See them falling all around
On the cemetary mound

and the link to the video
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=105566442&amp;searchid=f4ae3a0e-281f-4597-a60e-3017466e6219

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Written about Friday 2010-06-11
Written: (5256 days ago)

So I guess its time i update people on somethings, well about two months ago i moved back to Arlington, TX, not really excited about being back there. Havent found a job, but respnded to a ad in a paper we called dfw.com, ended up with a free trip to denver,co with stops in childress, tx after we left denver we stayed in blackhawk, co and the last night we stayed in green river,ut and no in vegas i drove the 400 miles after vegas on to la and when we get back to dallas i get 300 bucks

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Written about Thursday 2010-05-13
Written: (5285 days ago)

Its really hard for me when i lose someone, but this morning my girlfriend who is a member on here informed me that her sister who was a member on here as well passed away this morning, Kim will be missed (she was my girlfriend at one time) but me and sara are together now and i will take care of her and her daughters and i know kim will be watching over us

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Written about Sunday 2010-04-11
Written: (5317 days ago)

so all i have been on and off here lately been pretty constant with being on, well i have a new cell number is 407 394 8622 call me or text, i am going to start travelling again soon

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Written about Saturday 2010-01-23
Written: (5395 days ago)
Next in thread: 1108128

Here is the Offical and First Music Video by Jeffree Star Get Away With Murder off the album Beauty Killer

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=102386069

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Written about Friday 2010-01-15
Written: (5403 days ago)

The mechanismes of fear within the human psyche.

One need not be a chamber to be haunted. One need not be a house. The brain has corridors surpassing material place.

Darkness is individualistic.

Goths are observers of life and tend to be quite introspective.

Darkness is universial, shadows cannot be trapped

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Written about Tuesday 2010-01-12
Written: (5406 days ago)

So i decided to do something new with my hair i found some extentions for my hair so i currently have neon pink and turgoise extensions in i hope to have pics up soon for all to see what you think

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Written about Saturday 2010-01-02
Written: (5416 days ago)

Hey all First off Happy New Year, well my end of 2009 and beginning of 2010 is not going so good to start with I lost my job because i broke a rule. I am currnetly in a homeless shelter, i will be going to visit a friend in a few weeks and from there i dont know where i will be at so i dont know how much access i will have maybe this is there year i disappear or this is the year everything turns around for me.

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Written about Monday 2009-12-21
Written: (5428 days ago)

Hello friends and clown family well tonight is going to be my last night online i dont know when i will have internet access again. I am doing a rent to own on my laptop and due to the fact that my boss did not pay me this past week i have to give up my laptop. Apparently i ordered 169 dollars worth of movies on my cable box which has not been hooked up in over 2 months so since it was billed to my box she kept my paycheck. but also Jan 25th i will be goig home to florida for a week and all to get my tattoos finished. I will miss you all since i wont be able to get online but if you wish to reach me my number is 269 962 3628 just ask for scott i am normally always here.

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Written about Tuesday 2009-12-08
Written: (5441 days ago)

so people i am still in battle creek michigan with a good job and i am enjoying but i have had alot of people wanting to see my artwork so check out my wiki fear the reapers art

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Written about Friday 2009-09-04
Written: (5536 days ago)
Next in thread: 1094021

Well Dear Friends,
I am currently in Battle Creek Michigan. The reason i am leaving this message is because on Monday (labor day) i will be leaving from battle creek and walking to Fort wayne indiana. I just want you to all keep me in your thoughts and hope that i make it safely.

1093167  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-09-04
Written: (5536 days ago)

Well Dear Friends,
I am currently in Battle Creek Michigan. The reason i am leaving this message is because on Monday (labor day) i will be leaving from battle creek and walking to Fort wayne indiana. I just want you to all keep me in your thoughts and hope that i make it safely.

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Written about Monday 2009-05-25
Written: (5638 days ago)

Well I guess its time I actually put something in here again. Things are alot different in my life now I dont plan on disappearing anymore. I have come to a point in my life were I have realized that I just need to settle down there is nowhere out there for me that will make me feel like I belong. But I have made some changes in my life like in just a few weeks I will be starting college unless i have to push back my start date. I have a really a good job that provides me with a place to live i dont have to pay rent or utilities and they gave me alot of responsiblity. But really I guess what i wanted to right about is man relationships are getting tricky it seems like i get into them and they shortly in to them i hear that i make better friend than a do a boyfriend 

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Written about Tuesday 2008-02-19
Written: (6099 days ago)

Suffa"

Yep
Don't bother me!

I'm indestructable

Yeah another Vendetta
No I wont stop
I take em down a level
One by one
Imma come down
I never
Let em up
To play this song
I live this song
So put em up
Im a dog
Im a playa
Yeah know what i mean
Im no chump
Im a hustla
I got mouths to feed
Imma born american
A natural born killer
Now Imma rude boy
Son im a predator

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I wanna see you suffa

Never lay down
Never say die
Never tap out

I wanna see you suffa

You might win some
But you just lost one
Im the champion

I wanna see you suffa

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I talk back then let em have it

The sun is getting higher
Your on your own
Im moving back to Zion
Im going home
And when my job is done
I'll find my place in the sun
And never look back
Inside my Babylon

They keep playing with me
Like every single day
Oh yeah but i got something
to put these haters in their place
Imma born american
A natural born killer
Yeah imma rude boy
Son im a predator

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I wanna see you suffa

Never lay down
Never say die
Never tap out

I wanna see you suffa

You might win some
But you just lost one
Im the champion

I wanna see you suffa

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I talk back then let em have it

I wanna see you suffa
I wanna see you suffa

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I wanna see you suffa

Never lay down
Never say die
Never tap out

I wanna see you suffa

You might win some
But you just lost one
Im the champion
I wanna see you suffa

Harder they come
Harder they fall
One and all

I talk back then let em have it

Dont fuck with me
Dont fuck with me

Talk back then let em have it
I talk back then let em have it
I talk back then let em have it

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Written about Tuesday 2008-02-19
Written: (6099 days ago)
Next in thread: 1014111

Raise Hell"

If you think it's too loud
Bitch - get the fuck out
If you wanna slow down
Bitch - get the fuck out
If your ass ain't with me
Get the fuck out...

We raise hell bitch
We don't give a fuck
All you pussy motherfuckers shut the fuck up

I knock yo hed back
I let that shit bang
I make your heart jump
Like you was on cocaine

Stop actin like a bitch
Why you acting like a bitch
Let a bitch suck a dick
and get the fuck in the pit

If you think it's too loud...

It's another homicide
So let my shit play
I chop your hed off
Like my name was Ojay

Stop actin like a bitch....

I don't care about shit!!!

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Written about Monday 2007-07-23
Written: (6310 days ago)

hey if anyone is 18 or older and wants a really cool travel job leave me a message

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Written about Friday 2007-05-25
Written: (6369 days ago)

Everything is monotone like my dead fucking eyes and I'll say "I'm the only Miss America. I'm what your mother was supposed to be. I'm perfect."

"I want out of the labels. I don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. A spinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined.

"The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.

Sure, everybody wants to play God, but for me it's a full-time job.

What you don't understand, you can make mean anything."

These are all real quotes by the sexy and gorgeous Jefferee Star

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Written about Friday 2007-05-25
Written: (6369 days ago)
Next in thread: 942578

Hey all i have a new job and i will be disappearing from elftown again for awhile so all that wish to stay in contact with me please message me and leave me a number to call you at to tell you about all my advenutres im about to have. I will miss you all. i will be leaving no later than sunday night so it gives you a few days to leave me a message

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